| Masterlist of My Fics |
[21 Mar 2020|08:21am] |
{{Note this page is a WIP as I need to post & add *lots* eg}}
( CW RPS )
( Dark Angel )
( Fastlane )
( SGA )
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| Awesomeness.... |
[03 Dec 2008|09:10am] |
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| Staying spoiler free! |
[18 Sep 2008|09:14am] |
Like everyone else who wants to be spoiler free, I'll be avoiding LJ--actually all my blogs ;)
Though I am excited for the show tonight I'm keeping things in perspective--or at least I'm trying. Focusing on little to zero expectation! I find when I don't have any expectations I enjoy whatever it is more.
Will say the piece I've been writing has made it easier as its occupied my head. It has lots of background world building going on, and it’s a bit out there *nods* Also, ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) varkelton this time there's no question that it's dark & angsty, with a subject matter of suicide/assisted suicide it’s a given.
Going to slightly postpone Promises Kept (♥ that title, my SPN post S3. sublimatedangel knows the details, & will make sure I stay on track—when I’m done she's going to remix *eg*
By the end of the weekend I need to switch up gears & leave my futuristic piece for DA. I have a due date and need to finish up, arg! Might need to have a mini marathon to get back into that headspace.
And that's what's going on in my neighborhood ;)
OK going to finish breakfast then get my ass to work, much ♥
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| Inflammatory Breast Cancer |
[31 Aug 2008|09:19am] |
2 kinds of breast cancer--one without lumps, watch!
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| Have no words (laughing too hard!) Crack with a capital C |
[22 Aug 2008|10:02pm] |
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| SGA |
[21 Aug 2008|07:50am] |
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I don't think its hit me yet...
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| da weekend, shingles... |
[11 Aug 2008|10:53am] |
Yeah believe I'm passed the contagious stage. Still looks like crap! Friday morning it was two small areas on my shoulder—ah, it expanded allover my shoulder almost going under my armpit, arg!! To my chest and the back of my neck at the hairline. It really explains a lot of the crappiness I was feeling last week--at least all the muscle shit I was feeling on my left side, from the shoulder/neck pain that I originally thought I had just bruised or slept on it wrong--NO! Still have some achy pain/burn, mostly under and down my arm. The rash itself still there, but its crusting over--can we ugggg! I'm also down to 9 pills a day (not counting ibuprofen for da pain issue--no he didn't give me anything for pain. Guess I didn't complain enough. Honestly was too concerned about my mother, and of infecting my brother/father.)
AnyhooI spent most of the time sleeping or watching TV--very little fandom stuff if any at all. Just couldn't focus to read, or write. Might have lost a new client *pout* as I cancelled at the last minute, and left her a message to call me back, to possibly reschedule but she hasn't. Though I need the money. If I loose her especially over a medical condition when I’m contagious (& she's a nurse, so she'd know all about shingles) well I won't be crying because she was/is a bit *crazycakes* & not in a good way.
Today, my last day to rest before heading back to the grind of work--I plan to write, & clean--at least finish my laundry--*glares at messy room*
OK back to writing…
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[08 Aug 2008|05:49pm] |
Thank you's!!! Honestly I really appreciate the luv & support!!
So this morning, this rash (one that I noticed Wed nite was still there) showed Jeff--we both thought the same thing shingles, arg!!!
And yes, to my annoyance I do have shingles, thankfully it’s not everywhere. The breakout is mainly on my left shoulder, and the burn/ache (like I bruised the shit out of myself) is from my neck down my arm all the way to my left hand. The very bad is that it is highly contagious especially for any immunity-compromised people. Meaning my brother/roommate & dad. So after talking to dad, we're canceling the garage estate sale until the following weekend of Aug 23/24 since I can’t do any prep work this weekend & no one else wants to take it on by themselves.
Also I talked to mom, she’s ok as excepted, still concerned about her over extending herself, but nothing I wouldn’t do in her place—it’s just harder when I can’t.
OK since I just woke up from a long nap, nearly 3 hours, think I’ll go fix something to eat *nods*
Much ♥
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| a day of irony |
[07 Aug 2008|08:34am] |
( Good news, Wincon )
( Sad news! )
So if I’m a tad quiet… especially to those I’ve been calling rambling like crazy distracting myself ((& I really LUV! THANK YOU for that)) … I’m ok, or at least I will be…
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| Owie... |
[17 Jul 2008|08:11am] |
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Think I have an ear infection as it's throbbing inside & out and can’t touch my earlobe without it hurting *pout* I'm kinda guessing the headaches I've been having have more to do with that than as I originally thought were a problem with my eyes. Now I have to figure out where to go, and how much its going to cost me.... *sigh* I'm one of the millions with no insurance and I don't believe my area has walk-in's like they do back east. Gonna try to find something that isn't hanging out waiting at county hospital ALL day because its not an emergency because unless its life/death situation, you wait forever, arg!
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| crashing... |
[16 Jul 2008|12:00am] |
Yikkes I really pigged out. I think it was more that I skipped lunch for sugar and in the last couple of hours I’ve been spasming. Actually I think it started when I was on the phone--ah sorry to those I was chatting with, blame the excessive rambling on da sugar high.
Seriously though I feel like a stuffed pig! Eating all day, though actually I didn’t, at least not all day. Breakfast was: coffee, cereal with strawberries. Lunch--well none. Instead, around 3:00 I had a bag (thankfully a small bag because its gone gone gone!) of peanut brittle. Then later bought a small 4 oz of Haagen-Dazs, dulce de leche--my newest addiction. Thankfully I only get the small 4 oz vs. the larger. That and I try NOT to shop at that particular grocery store. Though logically I can get it anywhere I seem to only actually buy it there. Then I came home and ate said ice cream, then started cooking dinner. Yes, I actually cooked. Dinner consisted of barbecue ribs, corn, a small baked potato, and a small salad--again ALL gone. The final twist was opening & eating ALL the newly purchased Smart Alecs *eg* had a fandom spaz in the grocery store and had to have them.
Only thing is now I have this headache, and my eyes are killing me as I’m crashing...............hopefully I can sleep it off, nitenite!
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| ME, cranky b*tch... only saving grace Fastlane |
[08 Jul 2008|08:16am] |
Heat wave is on *pout* & back in the triple digits. Yesterday was 106, news had said 103, but it was really 106; today the news actually said 106, so add a few degrees. It's always hotter than whatever they list. The bitch of it is that its going to be that way all week *pout* & without AC trying to sleep equals-- me cranky B*tch!
Also means I'm kinda useless, and have a difficult time doing anything at all--sadly this includes reading/writing.
I did make it through yesterday with the blisters (didn't even pop 'em til I went to bed). I took my clients advice she's a nurse. Weirdly she even yelled at me for not calling her to have her pick me up--a nice thought, but like I'd call a client *shakes-head* Anyhoo she told me to go ahead & pop 'em with a sterile needle & squeeze out the water, but not until I was going to bed and to not pull or break the skin, but rather push the skin down--use it like a mole as varkelton I get that it'd heal faster. Anyhoo I did, only 2 are sore and still have me walking carefully.
I'd bitch about going to work, but the sad fact is it'll be cooler at work rather than me staying home--clients have & use AC. I actually do have AC a small box, but it works like shit. It's one of those that you might feel if I climbed up stood in front of it NAKID that I might feel it. IMO just a waste of $$ BUT since its suppose to be hot hot all week, we decided to try & use it at night. Thing is my place is shaded. Closed up in the morning it does actually stay cool for a while, more than half the day. But since the temps are weird in that the temperature doesn't go down after 4-5 o'clock and in fact continues to rise--that at 10-11 o'clock at night its still in the mid/upper 90's is what is killing me, and creates a heated box. We also don't have a cross breeze as the apartment behind us blocks anything we could have gotten. Meaning its only Tuesday and already I'm a tired cranky bitch!
Other news...
I finally started, or at least watched the first episode of Poltergeist: The Legacy... ok still not sure how long that first episode was, but the first half dragged on forever BORING! Martin as Nick was cute visually though I care for his haircut, but as interesting characters *shakes head* that I'm not so sure about. poisontaster does it get any better, or do I need to watch this with you to get through it? The demon stuff was kinda interesting, and I was surprised there was nudity--oh & that Sandrine who played LiAnn from OaT had a brief part & though it was nice she was part of the priest's sin I was hoping his sin was Nick ;-P Guess will try to keep watching as I'd love to possibly see Nick/Dean (Martin/Jensen)--just *pretty!*
Fastlane dvds are out today *dances* Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Fastlane/SGA dvds will both be in my hot little hands later today & that's just awesome!!!
OK, must go eat something and get ready for the day.......
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| Da weekend... |
[06 Jul 2008|08:56pm] |
Was fabulous! Had a b-day slumper/slasher party thang that rocked! I contributed introduced jell-o shots; it was a hit ;-)
Really had a good time all the way up until the end—one, it ended. Two, I unexpectedly had to walk home from Bart. Two miles in wedge heels, carrying shit (at least I didn’t have my lap top) let me just say OUCH!! Shoes are--well trashed! My feet, survived--sorta, but I have lots of blisters. So my question to my wonderful flist is should I pop/drain them to heal faster, or leave them as is? No matter what I have to be on my feet this week, and its gonna hurt either way. At least tomorrow is only a half-day. Any advice? I've heard from 2 people, but they have opposite opinions. In the meantime I'll be off to bed in 5, as I didn't get much sleep last night.
Hope everyone is good/safe *Smooches*
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| Being Human rec |
[25 Jun 2008|08:59am] |
Ha so sparky77 did one of my prompts for Being Human over on ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) smallfandomfest & seriously killed it. So go & read this wonderful beautiful in character/introspective piece on Annie, Mitchell/George--really its a lovely read, go enjoy & send fb *nods*
Self-Empowerment for the Modern Ghost
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| random... |
[08 Jun 2008|02:32pm] |
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Being pulled away from 'Of Bastard Saints' & damn! its So good--why? Because Michelle is in town (sister like person--the one that everyone asks implies '& why aren't you more like her?....' including her, yet I do like/love her, miss her haven't seen her in over 2 years. I just hate the feeling of, or being the center focus of what I'm not doing right etc... Anhoo I'll probably b*tch about it later, or not..
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| What's new... |
[07 Jun 2008|01:06pm] |
So last week was a crunch of finishing my SPN piece, & yeah done & posted--though sublimatedangel will polish beta before it goes to archive. Amazingly I had started on my j2_spn_100days piece that's not due until Aug. Already hit the minimum word count, and it's porn *eg*
Then Monday hit, not a good day. Lost 2 clients, same family 2 households, both on Mondays. I'm still reeling from the shock of it—Al/Diana were my oldest clients. It really hurts financially. It also scares the shit out of me, as there is a good chance I'll lose more clients due to the economy. But I’m trying, trying to be positive!, that even in a tough economy that there are people out there who still 1) have money & 2) willing to hire/want a housekeeper.
Anyhoo, my previous budget is getting modified into an even more stringent budget—ATM this includes:
Visiting with friends on the weekends-- will still happen when I can, but no more driving, it’ll have to be public transit.
Zero shopping!
Plan meals! (Seriously this is one of my down falls, as I shop way too much at TJ’s, Smart & Final, & Costco/Sam’s) And have you noticed that one can buy really cheap, but that cheap usually means fattening/unhealthy foods. That fresh fruit, vegetables, meats are way more expensive than zap frozen foods—a route that I don’t need to follow. Oh yeah so if anyone has healthy, inexpensive/delicious meals/recipes—or easy meal plans to share please lmk ;-)
Wincon---Though I already paid registration for winchestercon, I may still have to bow out. I’m giving it until the end of July to fill in the extra spots I have—if I do & I can get a flight for under $500 then it’s a go, if not I’ll have to pass. If I do go I’ll only be adding 2 extra days to visit family instead of my original plan of 2 weeks. I seriously hate! being poor *pout*
Other than that, I’m good, surviving, happy to have the computer/on-line/RL friends, & fandom! So today, I’m going write, maybe catch up on a show or 2.
*Smooshes* flist with additional mega luv to
novascotiasam, obsessedmuch, & coniraya
Follows along...
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| fastlane rec |
[01 Jun 2008|06:26pm] |
A lovelly slash piece written by my winning Ho from Sweet Charity, go check it out & send her FB--fastlane Yeah!
Rebound by kaethe
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| third day... |
[26 May 2008|01:36pm] |
*Pout* last day off before back to work...
What I did, sadly not much, it was/has been nothing but me being lazy! Friday I did get home early & got all my laundry done... but then I folded & lost ALL momentum—meaning my room is still a pigsty. I was just SO tired. Actually went to bed early as like around 10ish Friday night & slept in until 10 Saturday morning---that's ten o'clock people--can't tell you when I did that last. Then I did a smidge of work writing--then we went to the movies & saw Raiders. ( Indy 4, my opinion--cut for spoilers )
Came home & did nothing for an hour or so then get this after all that sleep took a 3 hour nap—just weird getting ALL this sleep, guess I needed it or something. Sunday I started writing then ended up watching SPN S1 homework for the fic that's due. Anyhoo said fic just made it to 1000 words, though its not finished, close--hoping to send to beta tonight. I know I'm cutting it close-- & *bad* me already signed up for another fic for smallfandomfest have a 3some prompt for OaT, a good excuse to rewrite a piece I never finished.
Now that leaves today—which is going over to mom’s for baroque. Though not going to stay long as I noticed I have a rash—actually I noticed a little of it last night, but thought it was me being overly sensitive with plastic-- too much time on the computer cause it was my fingers & forearm. But this morning I noticed it’s also on my thighs/stomach & still slightly visible on my forearm—can I say HOW much I hate my weird skin/system *grits teeth*
Oh well better shower/change & get moving so I can get back *hopefully* about 5-6 to chill ;-)
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| tis hottttttttt!! |
[15 May 2008|08:28am] |
Its 82 friggin degrees & its just after 8... its gonna be {{hot!}} people-- & let me tell you I'm gonna go ballistic if people expect me to work & don't have the ac on--with triple digits, I don't think so.
I was such a zombie last night, & had a hard time sleeping then getting up this morning--Arg!!
The only good thing today-- is SPN tonight, Dean's time is up tick tock tick tock...
I'm probably in the minority, but I'm not freaked or anything—reasons: 1) *YEAH!* we already know its back for a 4th season & starts back up again fairly early this fall Sept 4th 2) Then lots of Big-Bangs are due right around the corner that I'm looking forward to... if the fandom wasn’t as big, didn’t produce tons of fic in almost every genre ( including creating new ones), or if we didn't know it was back, yeah then I'd be freaking. As it is I'm just enjoying the ride ;-)
Duffy = awesome!! Her cd came out Tuesday, will pick up either today or tomorrow *nods* OK I'm off wherever you are try & stay cool *smooches*
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